Hello world!
It's been over three years since I've written anything really; I mean, I've written shopping lists and formal work documents, but you get the point.
I have not written anything of substance in so long, that even attempting to write feels strange.
And I hate that it does, because all my life, I've been good with words.
Up until now, if I wanted to express my thoughts and feelings, I would write about them.
If I was confused, I would still write about it, trying to work myself through the maze that's my thoughts; and it would have worked.
These last few years though, words keep failing me.
I have had many thoughts and many, many, MANY feelings, but I have yet to express them properly.
With my thoughts tangled, and my feelings a complete mess, I try hard to find balance, yet failing miserably.
I am still me, and yet, I sometimes feel like a stand-in in someone else's life.
When do I begin to feel like me again?
That's does not even make proper sense; or maybe it does, I am not sure.
Had I not been so out of practice, my thoughts would have been far more articulate, but, it is what it is.
Still confused, we march forward.
